happy birthday.

I have no idea why am I taking the risk to blog about this.
Maybe cause it had been a long time so I doubt you would ever read it?
It was meant to a speechless post at first and I may have written what i'm suppose to write on my text to you but sometimes a little more aint that harm.
Furthermore, it might be the last time, or one of the last that we're ever gonna talk so frequently again.

But anyway, thanks for those old times and memories.
It's been tough sometimes and then it gets so unpredictable.
And I knew all along that it's gonna be like a roller coaster full of ups and downs and that it'll eventually stop one day.
And many had said I'm clinging on to nothing.
Because I have to face reality someday and am doing it now.
And I have no right to stop whatever you're doing or what you're thinking.

Nothing in this world, is as it seems.
What I wanted at first, had me left with many questions.
What I didnt expect now, leave me with no regrets.

Thanks for those text-es last year.
Thanks for those calls.
And the day-out.
Though it might be the last time I'm reminiscing.

"Each day should be passed as though it were our last."
Goodbye.

Oh, it tears me up I tried to hold on but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it's not enough To make it all okay