Life's been rather a little peaceful without bread for the past two days.
There seem to be lesser noise pollution and lesser unecessary screamings and laughters.
Which all aint good cause there was always an empty seat beside me for two days.
So rest well bread! Better be back for school tmr (:

Talk to bestfriends just now for awhile and I told him i'm so stress.
Not because of hmk and all those shit but the lack of sleep.

Okay i'm currently feeling damn miserable cause of the stupid flu bitch.
Gonna see the doctor tmrrrr :/



We're getting close

I just read kym's blog and then I found out she's having a real hard time.
So cheer up alright?
So maybe he'll realised one day of how much you suffered.
And though you continued to stick with him and yet feeling so sad and stuff,
dont worry you still got us, (and your baby)
We could lend you our listening ear anytime yeah! =D

After reading that latest post, I realised not all relationships are gonna be like what we want it to be in the future.
Like couples could be so sweet to each other one year and then the year after, things start to change cause they got sick of each other?
Oh no, I guess it dont happen to all couples right.
Because I'm so scared :/
But oh well, I should just treasure what I have now =D

(I did an essay on marriage today) LOL

Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me.
After all, you're my wonderwall (:



Mixture of complicated events during the past few days and I'm not sure if i should be happy or satisfied with it.
But anyway, thanks mummy for being so understanding and believing in me that i'll be able to manage my time well.
And to trust that I'm sensible enough since i'm alr going-to-be-16 (:

Anyway, thanks for the kinder surprise. HAHA it looks like an easter egg though.
I've been seriously dreaming bout it for so long but I couldnt bear to buy it since it is expensive.
So I didnt expect that and really, thanks (:
Daddy said Jesus died on easter day.
And my sis doesnt even know.
HAHA so much for her christianity.

There's so much things that I want to type out now but yet, I cant write it in a way of how I want it to be. haha
Well yesterday was Earth hour and I tried to save electricity but failed.
I shall try harder next time. To be more enviornmental friendly. HAHA

I'm currently addicted to this song,
Whatd'ya want from me; Adam Lambert (:
DAMN NICE!



Omgggaaah I cant believe I'm at home soo goddamn early.
Well usually school ends late so it's early CONSIDERING that my housey is soo far far away from schooland! =D
hehehe

Anyway, I know time is really running fast now and in no time, O's could just appear like right now.
Though it's still like bout 5-6 months more but aint it soo fast right?
Cause it's alr March and speech day is coming soon. OHGOSH.
And everything will be :( till O's are over.
Today is exactly 2 months right away from my bday! (hint pleaseeee)
HAHA JUST KIDDING =D
MAY ROCKS YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH.

So apparently Rafael asked me to visit his blog and I saw his latest post.
Oh yes, old times, old memories.
I cant believe I used to have a crush on you when we were sec 2.
Come to think of it, it's so hilarious rightttttt.
Like how I used to get so jealous when you're soo close to jillene.
And how I get soo sad when I know we're gonna be in diff class in sec 3.
And every now and then you'll starting mocking at me of how foolish I am to fall for you just because of the many incidents during sec 2 camp. HAHA

Well I'm soo glad we're good friends now.
Though I know how badly you want to graduate from this school and not go for any gatherings anymore, please dont ):

A friend in need is a friend indeed (:

Note: this photo was taken last year. It's soo much better than the one at your blog. HAHA

Okay I needa rush on geog nowww.
OMGGGAH I MISS D! :/





I have a feeling that he's gonna kill me for posting up this picture but oh well..WHO CARES!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!
I really do hope you enjoyed yourself today (:
And I'm soo soo happy that the surprise really worked!
Cause I thought it would fail considering that this is my first time organising such stuff. hehehe
ENJOY!

With lots of love,
ME :P



Upon blog-hopping, I wonder why more and more people are locking their blog these few days.
Fear of invation of privacy? Maybe I should lock it too.
So that I wouldnt have to watch what I'm typing or most of the time,
backspacing everything of what I've wrote for fear of hurting others.

Anyway, I had picnic today!
Okaay whatever, it doesnt matter if this is my first time or whatsoever but I really do appreciate that you brought all the stuff.
Thanks a million!
And it's also my first time going to Henderson wave.
Okay whatever, I sound like a noobshit now who has never done many stuff but NO.
As least I did now (:
So retarded during the train ride. HAHA

Omg I'm soo HAPPY for chanhiumun! =D
You know what I meant. ;)



Goodbye
Someone please wake me up.
I havent done a single shit yet.

Yesterday,
was so awkward, awkward to see your face though I alr expected that you would turn away.
But then again, I guess I've made the right choice.
Because I'm not regretting.

The previous day,
was so bad, cause I can feel what's worrying you.
Though you dont feel my care, its okay.
Look on the bright side of life.

Today,
I did nothing.
I kept falling asleep cause the bed is so tempting.

Now,
I'm gonna stop.
Goodbye.



Collection of results today.
Guess I wasnt really satisfied with it, especially english and chinese.
Oh well, luckily it's not the end of the year yet.

Most importantly,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUNJI! (:

Looking forward to tmr =D



So I guess yesterday (sports day) wasnt a really good day after all.
Well I was actually quite looking foward to it but nah.
Firstly, it rained. Omg of all days, it had to rain on that day!
Secondly, we didnt win cheer dance :/
Lastly, everything was just soo saaaaaad after that!

But...ALEXANDRA WON!!!!!
OMG YAY WE BLEED RED YAAAAAW.

And then today we had lessons again and it felt soo weird after all the tiring events.
And Mr andre's leaving ):
BUT tmr's a friday so that means holidays are coming! =D

You know on that particular day wasnt all good because so many stuff that I didnt expect came to me.
In my dream world, everything seems to be okay.
But I know in reality, it's gonna be fine too.
Because I believe and am putting in faith in you.
I wonder what's it bout you that I wanna try harder.
Though you may think I never show, I could have tried with every means.

However,
I know its here to play with our hearts, and never to go away.

I soo love my best friend. yeah right.



My sister is going for Paramore's concert today AND I'M NOT!
):
Mummy's paying for her cause it's her birthday.
So I dont get the piority. That sucks.
She probably cant see Hayley given that she got the seating tickets.
HAHAHAHAHA

Okay so yesterday was fun.
From dear john to the nonsensical books and then the many rides to many places.
And there's this waiter who got tomato sauce on his fingers and yet he does'nt seem to realise it.
Joke.
I'M SOOOOOOO TALLL!
hahaha just kidding.
BYE! =D



-How's life?
-Not awesome, it sucks today.

I think my mood totally went all down when I received smth.
Something that woke me up from my dreams, that I've always been pretending nothing has ever happened all along.
Putting on a smile as many times as possible though I know how and what you are feeling.
Feeling guilty when you're not with us, in fact most of the time.

I didnt realised, I didnt realised a single shit of what's going on.
Until someone woke me up.
And then before we could have the time to save it,
we may have alr lost it.
And it's just that none of us ever noticed about it.

Or maybe when we did, none ever said a single fuck.
Or try to slove the situation and yet all we do is just acting as if nothing happened.
I should have known but yet I thought you were happy with them as well.
I should have known when you kept all quiet on the bus.
I should have known when we barely exchange any words most of the time.

I know you've tried. She did too.
A mere sorry couldnt be any better to slove the situation now.
I feel you.

Now please come back wont you? :/

To sum up my very last day,



Yes, I'm retarded, dumb and stupid.



School's been pulling me down lately.
Many reasons-schoolwork, teachers, time management and chinese.
Although Daryl never fails to make my life any better =D

It's already March and why am I not surprised that everything seems so fast?
Cause time is not gonna stop and wait for us righttttttt.
And yes, MARCH. My sister has been hinting to me that 9 march is coming.
IT'S HER BIRTHDAY.

So today was'nt a really good day after school cause I got abit pissed off at almost everything.
Like the dance and every single stuff that happened and all. :/
And then my mood became better during the ride home.
Though I was real tired and the freaking weather that's killing me.

Some days were going on smoothly especially when there's a new emaths teacher in our class!
Though he's gayshit and he cant teach for nuts, he can be soo nonsensical most of the time that we couldnt stop laughing at him.
Yes, I love his lessons nowwwww.

So a few days back, another misunderstanding happened yet again.
I guess you would have alr know about us.
Yes I cant deny that I'm still bothered bout it.
We may have different perspectives about this and I know you didnt take it well.
But maybe you should know that I've alr told you what it's like now.
Things changed, everything can change.
It's just a matter of time, and the path that you wanted it to be.
I hope you will cool down for awhile though I know your hatred towards me might last forever.
No matter how much I tried to save this friendship, it always fail.
And I guess I'll still try, no matter how much it takes.

Be soft,
Do not let the world make you hard.
Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

Cause I've never really been that good with goodbyes.

Shall go sleep now in case daryl starts to complain bout my eyebags.
HAHA goodnight(: