I could say many things had changed over a few months and I'm kinda happy with it(:

Though certain matters were unforgettable, others were meant to be saved as well.
And I'll try my best to stay and hold on for as long as possible.

I've picked myself out from the previous cry and I know that I wont fall back down again.
Because i've gained something that will make me move forward like never again.
Thank you(:



Regrets? Misunderstandings and accusations.
I would used to but not anymore.
I know I shouldnt have wrote certain things on my previous posts and yet, I wrote it in a moment of haste.
I'm sorry alright? Maybe that's why you said some things are better left unsaid.
But I beg to differ.
Though everything changed now, I cant deny that I would still hope to be your friend.
And I'm certain that we will.
Maybe now's not the right time yet.
Thanks for sharing with me anyway. Cause I rather know the truth than to be kept in a dilemma all the time.

And I hope you will not let the past affect you in any way.
Cause you're not always in the wrong.
You may not agree with me but I'm certain that things will never work out if you dont try.



Hello. Life's cool. (:
I'm gonna like blog something sensible today cause my previous post is like lameshit.

School's soo so-normal and short this week.
Geography is taking most of my time and yet it's so hard to score.
And then I hardly watch teevee now cause I'm so tired everytime I come back home and have to force myself to complete my hmk. Freak.

I was reading my previous posts just now (last year) and then I realised how much I regretted about posting them up.
And then I recalled how I used to type out what's right on my mind and then I'll have to face serious consequences.
And now I would rather backspace of what I've typed for fear of hurting anyone or maybe, I didnt really wanna hurt anyone but just saying out what I feel. right?

Enough crapping.
I'm soo gonna read that book rafael gave me.
It's been a long time since I touched a book since eclipse didnt interest me that much due to the lack of the appearance of Jacob.
Successfully, his maomao has been glued back and poot poot will come back soon.
K I bet you dont get that sentence, whatever.

I have to start the dance tmr.
K bye (:



Hi everyone, well someone forced me to update this blog so i'm blogging now =O!

SOOO like...I'm like speechless now.
Glad it's cny cause there's no school? And I met new family members.
I swear my family tree is freaking complicating yet amusing. HAHA

And I watch a frigging chinese movie cause my cousin refuse to watch valentine's day cause he think it's dumb.
ITS NOTTTTTTTTTT.
I WANNA WATCH VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!
-Jacob's inside! (his real name suckkks)
-Jessica Alba is soooo damn gorgeous.

Anyway, someone forced me to say that he's very handsome and erm smart.
SIGH, SELF PRAISE.

Now's a tuesday!!
There's school tmr ):



It's been long since I've blogged.
Spent a great day yesterday cause lessons were hardly taught and celebration was all we had.

Went to watch Percy Jackson and he's soo freaking hawt.
Cause 1, he looks abit like Zac Efron
and 2, his eyes are BLUE!

Then after, walk around with daryl and la la la la la.
Met Brenna and Wilson after that and we ate sushi for dinneer!
Thanks for the treat (:
Got a little upset and extremely pissed off after what I heard bout some person over dinner.
Not saying anything and act as if nth has happened do hurt more.

ANYWAY, to whoever you are, THANKS for yesterday =D
Omg I'm sure you know who i'm refering to.
From the gift to everything that happened, it was great.
And though you thought making is dumb, ITS NOT.
It's real hilarious though. =D
Thank youuuuuuu!

Happy chinese new year people. (:
Been doing badly for tests nowadays.
Shittt, must start studying hard after CNY.




OMGGGGGGG
Yesterday was fun + crazy + hyper-ish and everything!
Happy early birthday Jose! =D
So their food proportion at Hardrock were freaking huge and Kevin ate almost half of my food and I'm still full!
The strawberries smoothies were awesome and the burger was like WOAAAAAH.
ENOUGH BOUT FOOD!

Most touching part of the day was when the band sang a birthday song for Jose where she was standing right on the stage with many overwhelming audience.
Then Rafael became the DJ of the day and he totally embarrassed me in front of everyone! AHHHH
Songs were being played so we dance and jump and scream around.
Then there was the homosexual part of the day where girls started kissing one another and stupid Mary hitting girl's butt. =O!!

Funny thing is that when you suck into a helium balloon, your voice changed like the chipmunks!
And we had loads of attempts of it. HAHAHA
DAMN COOL.


JOSE'S SIS IS SOO HAWT!
So yesterday was extremely awesome and today was HELL cause I just had tuition today.
AS USUAL, she nag and nag with that weirdo accent and gave me loads of hmk. ):
OMG you must be thinking, 'I feel so sad for you audrey"
YES I DO TOOO.

And I still have ALOT of hmks not done yet. Freak those teachers mann.
SO you shall stop here and stop reading this post because you're gonna feel sad for me!
Right right?
STOP IT.
Why're you still reading?!
OH MANNNNNNNNNNN ):

OMG ONE MORE THING.
Ys told me he and wilson's appeal was a SUCCESS and they got into nyp!
And then I have no idea why the hell there's a letter Y in "nyp" so I assumed they got into Ngee Ann Poly, but NOT.
Cause Wilson told me that they actually got into Nanyang Poly and I was like wthhh?!
I didnt know Nanyang Poly existed in Singapore. OMGGGGG.
So dumb rightt. Whatever.
But anyway, CONGRATS!



I'M SO HAPPY CAUSE THERE'S NO LESSONS TMRRRR!
Means I can sleep late and wake up late and then go out and sleep late again.
Even though I still have to see that cheena bitch on sunday ):

Mixture of events:
-Circle circle circle circle circle grrrrrrr
-ACCIDENTLY stapled my thumb and char laughed at me for consecutive days.
-Joked that I would go for plastic surgery for my disfigured thumb and Hab had to tell almost the whole world.
-Mr Ando was angry today ):
-Been kinda busy with cheerleading dance
-Saw new drama members today, awesome.
-Daryl thought that Kentridge Sec School was "Commonwealth Sec" when there's this BIG SIGN posted right in front of us!
(cant get over it cause it's just soooo dumb. HAHAHA)
-Lack of sleep and tmr i'm gonna make up for it =D

There's more but I'm too lazy to think. =O
SIGH, procrastination is a big problem.
And I'm gonna have to stop it soooon. (not)

Tsssk I'm so disappointed with you know who.
Stupid petty gas. Yea yea, you're forever right.
Go fuck yourself weirdo.



I had a conversation with someone earlier on just now and I felt soo much better now.
Or maybe just the feeling of being relieved?
All along, I always thought it was your fault and I really have no idea how much you've been through.
I felt better not because he had his own reasons nor he just wanna prevent those pain.
But that you were being strong, to overcome this challenge that I'm sure i'll never be able to face it if i were in your shoes.
Avoiding those rumours, not caring what your close-friends said about you was really a great obstacle.
And even though everything is over now, I felt really contended after talking to you.
Thank you, for those bits and pieces. (:

And I've came to realised that I should treasure for what I have now.
It seem soo damn fast and yet, I wish time would pass by slower.
So that I have the time to reminisce, to think and recall those happy memories.
And i'm just so afraid of losing it. :/

Anyway, to the dear bread, just wanna tell you that I'll always be there for you no matter how your nights always get so cold.
Cause i'll always be the friend who's willing to lend a shoulder to you to cry on.
Cheer up yeah (:

Happy first feb peeople.
The end of jan leads to the start of everything.