Hello wello.
I'm suppose to be starting tuition now but the tutor's not here yet.

Oh well, I think I can never get so stressed over anything though it's a crucial year this year cause of many happy causes.
It's like an odd turn of events from the way things were like last year. (:

Though I can say there's quite alotta unfortunate events these few days.
Loads of drama and causes of worries and all.
And maybe the misunderstanding is all cleared now?

Mid-years are coming...urgh sucks big time.
Chinese oral is what I'm worried most about. Who the hell is miss tan?
I'm soo hoping she'll be damn lenient.

Anyway, my older sis said I'm too young to get an iphone! ):
@#$%^&*(*&^%$#

Currently my msn page is a total blank ):



Wassup with guys not wanting to go out cause it's raining?
Darren koh refuse to go out cause he hates carrying umbrella and he doesnt wanna get wet.
OMG DAMN LAME.

My tuition just ended and my tutor couldnt stop telling me bout his life, his life theories and his freaking family.
Then he starts telling me bout his iphone which is so awesome cause I hope I will get one soon.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
I didnt went for hyun su's party yesterday. (cause it was raining)
HAHAHAHAHA just kidding =D


I'M HAPPY (:



I'm soo wanting to blog now.
This is my 100th post =D
HAHA still could remember I accidently lock my previous blog and hence the settings sorta went haywire.
So I start afresh with this blog, being addicted to words like 'poot poot' during a period of time and thats how farts came about.

Nevertheless, I would still reminisce and read back my previous posts once in awhile.
Especially those that happened last year.
Should I just say that the holidays spent last year were full of ups and downs.
And maybe this year would be a even better one with the exception of O's.
I just know that my whinings to many people has really ceased down alot.
I guess I dont whine so much anymore or complain as much as I used to.
And that's kinda good aint it? (:

There's so many little things out there thats worth more then what you are clinging on.
And sometimes, the slightest things somewhere are able to replace those room in your heart someday.
My dear sister, cheer up alright?

I wanna watch lovely bones.
I know the movie sucks and the book's awesome.
But obviously, I've not completed the damn eclipse yet which I'm gonna give up soon.
And I have no time to read books. Totally.
So say yes to piracy people.



It's been exactly a week since I've blogged.
I'm glad speech day's over.
I thought I would be quite nervous yesterday but I felt more excited than usual.
Saw alot of graduated students coming back to school and taking their prizes and such.

Alot of things have been happening these few days actually.
Everyday is like a single piece of shit coming back home, fretting bout the hmk not done.
And yet when I chose to sleep instead, I ended up regretting for my choice.
However, I still feel glad by those laughters in school and time spent with D.

I guess I should be happy for what I have and yet, it didnt work that way yesterday.
I thought I felt horrible when I see him after the speech day ended.
Cause it didnt felt right and all was weird and awkward.
But then I realised that I felt worst knowing that you knew about it.
Knowing how badly I didnt want to go to spices at first and you getting frustrated bout it.

I should have known how you felt at that moment in time and yet, I didnt react much to it.
Somehow, there are those moments where I try not to bother so much bout the past.
And when such moments takes place in me, it felt so hard and horrible.

I know why I'm feeling that way.
Trust me, you wouldnt want to know how I felt it.
I do admit I still care for him.
But even such, I wouldnt want to be affected by it anymore.
Cause the only person that I want to care and love is you.

I'm sorry, D :/

There are times when I'm too sad to speak.
Tongue tied and tired, no clue of what you need to feel like yourself again.
If I could feel you, I would. I'm right there.



I've not been going out for two days and I'm completely lifeless now.
Still suffering from cough but my flu and headache's getting better now.
I NEEEDA GO OUT!

So good friday aint really a good day after all.
Darren said he saw lots of easter advertisment outside yesterday.
Which made me soo jealous cause I was cope up at home the whole day.

So I needa break free and go out tomorrow!
I needa be energetic again!
Oh yes, I hate being sick! Sucks like total shit.

It's like you cant do anything but sleep and sleep and sleep.
Though I really love sleeping but aint it abit too much?

I didnt get to see anyone for the past two days.
It alr felt like ages. oh gosh



This is how I was feeling for the whole day today:


Yesterday felt like the worst day of my life.
Today couldnt be any better than that.

Had flu, cough and on-off headache.
Felt soo crappy going to school that I cant wait for everything to end fast yesterday.
And when it did, I went to the doctor and had to queue for what seems like an hour for my turn.

So apparently, he claims that there's something in my eyes and thats why I'm seeing those stuff.
He calls it small little mosquitoes that follows your eyes wherever you go.
He had that too but it looks more like little tiny patches of black dots to me.
And it just wont go away until bout 5-7 mintues later. Gross.

So I went home and slept through my 'afternoon nap'.
Today, I was shocked for waking up around 7 plus in the evening.
While everyone went out and enjoyed their day since it's a public hol, I spent my day sleeping.
That sucks cause the doctor said I'm not suppose to go out but rest at home.
And I had tons of bad dreams that are still captured in my mind.

Currently, I felt so miserable now.
I'm having terrible headache and yet, I dont want to go back to sleep again.
It's just one of these days where I felt like I'm wasting my life away.
And I'm cut off from ever single thing and there's only me and my bed.