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I'm so tired. Not literally tired.
Been constantly hearing from many that being made used of, being a toy, taking things for granted aint good.
I tried to get outta this circle.
I tried to remind myself repeatedly of all the horrible things being done, that is not an eye candy to me and not to others as well.
It is bad, not extreme but a sore to one's eye.
I had to keep my stand but I'm afraid of losing, for fear of falling badly.
Everything's a shit and yet it could give out sparks once in a while.
The awkward moment was there once in a blue moon and yet, every single bit pretended like nothing happen.
Some say I should let loose while the others said I should presevere.
Well it's my choice, my decision yet it's so hard to specifically decide on one.

It's hard, yet never easy.
So I'll just let time decide? Tik Tok...

Please, I wanna go bisexual.