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Sunday, January 10, 2010, 7:11 PM
what I didnt expect


People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. Staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing.

I cant believe it. I dont believe it. I'm so shocked. I went speechless not long after.
OMGGGAAA I didnt expect it. At least not now.
As least not so fast.
And yet my impression changed now.
I finally understood why people get disappointed.
Cause now I felt that way too.
And like what she said, once you start, you cant stop.
Really?

From next week onwards, I'm gonna be very very strong.
This has nothing to do with what I said previously.
Not literally strong. But you know what I'm talking about.
This year, I'm gonna forgive but not forget.
I'm not gonna stay on, I'm gonna move on.
Just because people calls me a bimbo, does'nt mean I'm dumb.
Just because I'm naive and gullible, does'nt mean I aint smart.
I'm not talking crap btw. I mean it.

Tuition is starting soon.
Need to face reality, since torture is coming.
You can do it!!