I had a conversation with someone earlier on just now and I felt soo much better now.
Or maybe just the feeling of being relieved?
All along, I always thought it was your fault and I really have no idea how much you've been through.
I felt better not because he had his own reasons nor he just wanna prevent those pain.
But that you were being strong, to overcome this challenge that I'm sure i'll never be able to face it if i were in your shoes.
Avoiding those rumours, not caring what your close-friends said about you was really a great obstacle.
And even though everything is over now, I felt really contended after talking to you.
Thank you, for those bits and pieces. (:

And I've came to realised that I should treasure for what I have now.
It seem soo damn fast and yet, I wish time would pass by slower.
So that I have the time to reminisce, to think and recall those happy memories.
And i'm just so afraid of losing it. :/

Anyway, to the dear bread, just wanna tell you that I'll always be there for you no matter how your nights always get so cold.
Cause i'll always be the friend who's willing to lend a shoulder to you to cry on.
Cheer up yeah (:

Happy first feb peeople.
The end of jan leads to the start of everything.